Wednesday, 4 August 2021

4th August 2021

I'm going through a phase of 'can't be bothered to do anything because it all seems too much effort and just a tad boring'. Usually, I have the odd day here and there where I feel like this but this time it seems to be lingering. I know it will pass, it always does, but I just can't seem to find any interest in anything much lately.

I have a jigsaw, books to read, a cross stitch, sewing projects and of course the crochet. But none of them hold any appeal. I don't even want to make a video which I was really enjoying doing only a few weeks ago. 

I half think it's because I'm surrounded by people who are also bored and I'm having to listen to them telling me about it. Generally, if I'm on my own I can easily entertain myself and I enjoy doing so. But I have to say I'm not enjoying the company of la famille that much at the moment. Maybe it's because we've all been in each others hair for so long with the never ending lockdown sagas of isolation. Maybe it's because the spontaneity of life seems to have been sucked out of us. Just deciding to do something on the spur of the moment doesn't seem quite so easy any more. 

So if I'm quiet for a while, it's only because I'm waiting for my motivation and enthusiasm to return. Fingers crossed, it will come back sooner rather than later. 

Hope you're all keeping well. x

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